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Sunday, April 22, 2012

Should God expect you to save the world?

Camwhoring and thoughts for the day
+ thinking about getting a good DSLR again..
LONG ENTRY AHEAD

I slammed on some makeup last night for camwhoring. I was bored, talking to Katie on Twitter and she told me to get on with the makeup tutorials already! I just feel that my camera's too shitty for decent pictures, I'm fat and don't wanna get on camera and generally editing is a fucking gutter slut to do.

Before getting to the pictures.. I wanna talk to you people about something. I got into a conversation with Auburn on Twitter (Yes, THEE Auburn. The singer with "All About Him" and "La La La") about God. Here's the conversation as I screenshot it (cause I'm weird cool for talking to celebs, lol).
This whole conversation made me think.. I'm one of those people, who prefer for myself (and others around me) to own up to their mistakes and take responsibility for their own actions. My parents always taught me that if you fuck up - it's your mistake. If corrections need to me made, it's on your end and you should NEVER blame anyone but yourself for the things that you do or don't do. It's up to you. You choose your path, you walk it.. if everything goes wrong, you take responsibility. 
Anyway, ugh.. this is gonna turn into my presentation Friday - lots of info but no real point. /punches self in the face/ What is wrong with me? I guess I seem like a major idiot for not explaining myself better - on twitter and in life. In the convo above I sound like a bigot, really. My whole point of "realizing one's wrongs" is that if you're even CAPABLE of admitting that you're wrong, then you're already a pretty great person in my eyes. Many people (including myself) have a super hard time admitting that what you did or said was wrong or simply incorrect. So whether you admit your wrongness after or before death doesn't really matter to me, as long as you're willing to admit. So whether you admit that to the people you did wrong or to your God - you're on the right track imo. Then again, I'm not a Christian (nor religious at all). I don't believe in a God and therefore I'm probably not even entitled to an opinion on this matter.. but as you all know, I'll have an opinion on shit even if it doesn't concern me nor my beliefs at all ^__~ that's how I roll. Haha!
Camwhoring session ^__^)/
As said.. Katie made me think that I had to do some makeup-shit for once.. I got a HAUL coming up btw! Received lots of sexy goods from the lovely HAKU, currently residing in Thailand. w00t w00t. More about that in another entry, though.. m(-__-")m otherwise this entry will fucking bore you all to death. /le sigh. SO.. camwhoring.






Ugh I look like a fucking idiot. -__-"/slitwrist/
Also.. My hair's super fucking long and super fucking dry. I'm too cheap to pay for a haircut and I don't even know where to go for an "alternative" haircut. As most of you know I wasn't too keen on what the girl at Hair Change did to my hair when she cut it short. I brought a ton of pics and she didn't get it right AT ALL, so I adjusted it with an old pair of scissors myself and have maintained it like this since.. October? Oh well.. It's hard to cut your hair yourself with terrible equipment and generally it's just a hassle.. /le more sigh/

LASTLY.. Yes, I warned you this was gonna be a long post.

CAMERA TALK. I've been eyeing the NIKON D3100 since Christmas time.. A guy from my uni has it an will probably let me borrow it for a bit before I decide on whether to get it or not.. It decreased in price (-$400 omg!!) and I think it's about time to upgrade my old-ass Olympus that I got in the US back in 2008. It was a nice camera for a first, but I've been craving a DLSR for one and a half years now.. and seeing how other bloggers take such epic pics compared to mine.. T__T ugh my poor ego. So if any of you have any good ideas for a first DSLR (good quality, good for camwhoring and landscape pics for when I go to Korea, $700 tops!) PLEASE let me know! Prices in Denmark are insane, but yeah.. I just really want a nice starter DSLR.. I love taking pictures (of myself, friends and what not) so it'll be nice with a camera that doesn't suck. lolz. Thanks in advance! And thanks for the comments on my last entry ; D you people.. haha! My dad even called me saying that he read the entry.. T____T oh damn! Hahah!

UNTIL NEXT TIME. MUCHOS LOVE-OS

17 comments:

  1. Come to me young one and I fix it for free~

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    1. OMG YES FIX EEEEET T___T /creyz on le Mufasa/

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    2. Don't worry baby, I'm here for ya. Ready to give you swagtastic hairstyle whenever u want

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    3. OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?! I LOVE YOU T__T I WILL PAY YOU WITH... uhh... cupcakes : D

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  2. Damn straight, if you make a mistake then you should take responsibility for it because only you can "fix" it. Learning from mistakes and owning up to it is a big step forward from whatever it is you've done and ofcourse like you said, everyone is entitled to their opinions.

    Anyways, I've just sold my DSLR and now I'm checking for new ones, I had the Canon 450D but its gone *WIPES TEAR IN EYE. I've been eyeing up this camera, the Nikon D5100 and Canon 600D, the only problem is my pockets cannot fund it at this very moment. My first DSLR was the Canon 450D and it served me well for about 3-4 years until last year when the lens stopped autofocussing. Hmm, for a starter you can check out the Canon 550D, my friend just got that and he's in love with it. Unless you're drawn to Nikon, like I am, then either the Nikon D3100, D5100 or D90.

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    1. Oh and I forgot to add, your hair has grown out quick! Loving your eyemake up beautiful. *HUGS*

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    2. I looked at the D5100 as well! CUZ IT HAZ EPIC FLIP SCREEN >: D but the D3100 was recommended by my friend and he'll let me borrow it to try.. so yeah, gonna borrow his and probably go to a camera store to ask the staff there.. I really want a flip screen tho :C
      THANKS LOVE <3

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  3. DLSR DLSR! How I want to buy one too, but .... Prices in Thailand pricey as well, I don't mind 2nd (lol) hand but really I don't trust the Thai salesmen, sometimes they're horrible to "foreigners" and I hate it! EVIL EVIL BE GONE, I don even have a 'pr0p3r' camera ugh, fat HD video camera is a painnn. Hope you (LOVE) the stash! Let me know any of them u just need again I'll ship+bring some to DK! BB /wiggle

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    1. YOU are fucking wonderful! <3 Thank you! Ugh the world of DSLRs is fucking humongous and super confusing T_T

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  4. Ooooh goodies from Thailand, now that's exciting! I played NU'EST's Face for one whole week, I think I'm finally sick of it. Shall give In My Head a whirl~

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    1. Haha! YES DO THAT! You'll love it! Did you listen to EXO-K's MAMA yet? It's FABULOUS!

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  5. In terms of cameras, look for a discontinued d90! They're phasing them out and lots of stores are selling them for really cheap, even if you can get your hands on a display model (which is even cheaper!!)

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  6. I'm with you on the view of taking responsibility for your own actions!! It's easy to lay the blame.. anyhow.. gorgeous eye makeup!

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  7. wahhh i love camwhoring too hehe! you look like amber from fx in these photos!!! cool :D!!!

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    1. You do realize that that's a MAJOR-ass compliment, right? T__T; I will go cry on my f(x) albums now.. of pure happiness I shall shed rainbow-colored tears on the photo booklets of my albums. <3

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  8. Oh hi! I own a D3100 and I could say it's a pretty decent camera! <3 I think the D5100's better though ('cause the screen helps with camwhoring, hahahaha!)

    And regarding your hair, aren't you planning on growing it? I think you'd look awesome with longer hair <333

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    1. Wop wop! I'm thinking of getting the EOS 600D (t3i rebel) cause of the flip screen and the upgrade in mpx. But I'm gonna get my ass to a photo-store this week to have a feel on both of them.. Thanks for the input! : D
      And I had super long hair last year ^__^)/ wanted to try something new.. so I chopped it off! Haha!

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